im in the deepest pain

often i spend time just staring at things without actually seeing them…as i move a step forward in a journey called life…i began to question myself the right and wrong…is it worth for me to regret what has happened in these past 22 years?…right at the moment…i feel like running away from everything…i feel like wanting to place myself where no one knows who i am..and no one cares what i did or what i do…i feel like not wanting to stop crying…yesterday i prayed and wish for my death…i feel that i only bring nuisance to other people’s life…forgive me Ya Allah…but i was out of control…i feel like not having my heart anymore…i feel like my heart is dead..and crushed…Ya Allah…do send me Angels to guide me…im drowning with my own tears…

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