syahadah…

“Ash hadu Alla ilaha Illah…Wa Ash hadu Anna Muhammadur Rasulullah”

setiap solat ungkapan ini tak pernah lalai utk diungkapkan…

aku baru membaca tentang kegigihan seorang wanita yang tiada bilangannya..sebak dada membaca bagaimana beliau tetap teguh dengan syahadah suci ini..zainab al-ghazali

di pukul…di baham dengan anjing lapar…sehinggakan pengsan berkali-kali..wah..buas sungguh mereka yang berpaling dari ayat-ayat dan perintahNya..

namun…Allah ingin menguji di sini…sampai bilakah syahadah tetap di dada?..sampai kita ke liang lahad? atau sampai ketika kita di beri habuan?..atau sampai kite di beri pilihan antara Ad-DIn dan keluarga…?..sampai tahap manakah kita?….aku tertanya pada diri ku…aku kagum dengan mu Zainab Al-Ghazali…sesungguhnya engkau telah melalui ujian ini dengan cemerlang…semoga engkau sentiasa berada dalam golongan yang soleh dan solehah…

Ya Allah…kuatkan lah aku..supaya syahadah ini…tetap di sanubari..sehingga ke hari mati…

let me..

let me…die in Iman….Ya Allah..

Life is..short..

She left..as expected…

everybody knew she wud be leaving real soon..and now she’s gone..

thanks to Allah..the last ceremony ended well…

em…things are more appreciated when its taken away isnt it..human beings are…

no more 3-4 times visit in a week..

no more thank u wishes in good bye salam..

no more of accompanying her to eat..

no more of holding her hand to walk..

God has taken oppurtunities of gaining more rewards and rewards but most people dont learn to see until they are taken away..(dats a reminder for me too!)

death is in fact very near…scared isnt it..?..lets prepare…may we’ll be among the beloved ones..may we shall not be among the regrets..

He will say: “Alas! Would that I had sent forth (good deeds) for (this) my life!” (Al-Fajr:24)

Verily, Allâh! With Him (Alone) is the knowledge of the Hour, He sends down the rain, and knows that which is in the wombs. No person knows what he will earn tomorrow, and no person knows in what land he will die. Verily, Allâh is All¬Knower, All¬Aware (of things).(Luqman:34)

till we meet again..insyaAllah…

tadikan…

salam……

tadikan…terfikir kan…orang selalu cakapkan….nak insaf…buat baik…bile da tua2 nanti…….emm…..macam mane ek…kalau dianalisa kembali…terdapat beberapa perkara yang agak kurang boleh diterima akal..di antara sebab musabab yang lahir dari pemikiran saya yang sangat terhad ini..

1) Adakah anda pasti anda akan hidup di alam tua? (ajal kita sudah terpahat di luh mahfuz…bila ye?)

2) Adakah anda pasti amalan2 yang di buat pada hari tua nanti mampu melbihi dosa-dosa anda sewaktu muda supaya apabila dihisab di neraca mirzan..amal kebaikan melebihi kemungkaran?

3) Adakah anda yakin dengan kudrat anda yang sudah tidak sekuat sewaktu anda muda, anda mampu menjadi muslim sejati? (tenaga berkurangan..rambut semakin putih, dari bole berlari anda lebih suka memilih utk berjalan)

4) Adakah anda yakin bahawa Allah akan menerima taubat anda pada waktu itu? (dapatkan anda mencapai taubat nasuha nanti?)

5) Adakah anda juga yakin bahawa amalan2 anda tidak akan tertolak semuanya? (dalam 10 jaringan gol…anda yakin semua bola akan masuk gol?)

waah…sesungguhnya…tepuklah dada…tanyelah iman…singkaplah masa hadapan…anda mampu?

Al-E-Imran

Dan segeralah kamu kepada (mengerjakan amal-amal yang baik untuk mendapat) keampunan dari Tuhan kamu dan (mendapat) Syurga yang bidangnya seluas segala langit dan bumi, yang disediakan bagi orang-orang yang bertakwa. (133) Iaitu orang-orang yang mendermakan hartanya pada masa senang dan susah dan orang-orang yang menahan kemarahannya dan orang-orang yang memaafkan kesalahan orang dan (ingatlah), Allah mengasihi orang-orang yang berbuat perkara-perkara yang baik. (134) Dan juga orang-orang yang apabila melakukan perbuatan keji atau menganiaya diri sendiri, mereka segera ingat kepada Allah lalu memohon ampun akan dosa mereka dan sememangnya tidak ada yang mengampunkan dosa-dosa melainkan Allah dan mereka juga tidak meneruskan perbuatan keji yang mereka telah lakukan itu, sedangkan mereka mengetahui (akan salahnya dan akibatnya). (135) Orang-orang yang demikian sifatnya, balasannya ialah keampunan dari Tuhan mereka, dan Syurga-syurga yang mengalir di bawahnya beberapa sungai, mereka kekal di dalamnya dan yang demikian itulah sebaik-baik balasan (bagi) orang-orang yang beramal. (136)

Allahua’lam…

devastated i am?

have you ever thought that….sometimes strengths may go against you…

if ure smart…smart invites hatred, envy from ppl

if ure are glamour…ppl will tend to pull u down

if ure beautiful…rumours will be all around u

if u have wealth…others will always try to find oppurtunities to get some from you

even if u have faith towards The Rabb…people will try to take it away from you…..through a lot of ways…

n yes…the same goes to palestinian issues…why on earth would the israel wanna kill children n women…why why why…why..?…due to their strong Iman…theres no other way to get rid of Muslims rather than to kill them…issit?…we Muslims believe that the eternal life is the next….this world is temporary…

And this life of the world is only an amusement and play! Verily, the home of the Hereafter, that is the life indeed (i.e. the eternal life that will never end), if they but knew. (Al-Ankabut:64)

i pray that may Allah grant them with strong Iman, spirit of togetherness as an ummah..and belief in their heart that the those who passed away in the path of Allah are now living in the world of eternity with pleasure and peacefulness…insyaAllh

“Think not of those who are killed in the Way of Allâh as dead. Nay, they are alive, with their Lord, and they have provision- (Al-Imran:169)

sometimes…when we eat luxuriously..have we ever thought that they might not even have anything to eat…..try to put yourself in their shoes…the stores are no longer  in operation…the soil are getting dryer without proper water system…and to that…plants are getting less n less..where do you think they can get source of food…?…where…?…ask yourself where..?

we can sleep in peacefulness…how about our brothers and sisters that are now shivering againts the coldness of the night with music of bombings in the air…mourning of ppl losing their loved ones…how can we still have the guts to laugh and play around somemore…….those are our brothers and sisters…..my friends….

Say (O Muhammad SAW): “Shall We tell you the greatest losers in respect of (their) deeds? (103) “Those whose efforts have been wasted in this life while they thought that they were acquiring good by their deeds!(Al-Kahfi:104)

“Tidak sempurna Iman seseorang di antaramu sehingga mencintai saudaranya (sesama Muslim) sebagaimana ia mencintai dirinya; Hadith 14-Hadith 40 Imam Nawawi”

nothing is more devastating than seeing Muslims…admitting that they are Muslims but they dont seem to know what being a Muslim is all about..

stating 5 times a day in tahiyat akhr…”La ila ha Illah- There is no God but Allah” and still….doing things against Allah’s will…as if we are playing around with God…how I wish…young generations can stand together to lift up Kalimah Allah…we do need strong young people to stand for Islam…not only physically,  spiritual is indeed one of the most important factor..

isnt it all of us have our own strengths…i believe that these specialties given to different individuals are actually equipments that we may use in the way of Allah…

for example..good looking ppl…how many of us always admire to be with beautiful girls, mascular men…wuuu…and we shall start to copy the way she/he dresses, start to follow their diet routine…etc..arent they an influential icons?and this is why I say..assets can be used to attract and influence people and dat is why..that one important element should be used as a weapon to attract more and more ppl to the correct path…they can show good values and peopl will tend to follow easily..(i am imagining paris hilton as a muslimah icon!wow..i believe that she can attract people to islam in a split second..hehe)..

nevertheless…good looking people usually end up in show biz field…what a ‘mottainai’ (a waste)….its like not eating up your ice cream and leaving it to melt until the taste is no different than a soapy milk…

how I wish you wud hold my hands and come with me…together we shall find the treasure of the sky and earth of The Creator’s… 

A Good Heart

salam…

as far as i can remember..the last time i attended a discipline-talk-about when i was once a school prefect in 1997-1998..wow…dats almost a decade..(im old!)

well..do’s and dont’s are much similar to the one i attended at my work place…or maybe not..maybe..this one is more illogical..narrow minded..and not working at all..

“dont smoke during working time…”

“flush toilet after use”

“dont use other ppl’s ID card”

what are those i wonder? my reason of saying so is that…gosh!?..do we even need to be reminded of all those at this kind of age? i just dont understand..

if ppl still cant manage to use their BRAIN to choose between right or wrong..i think an MRI scanning is highly needed soonest possible..even robbers, snatchers, drug-addict know what they do is absolutely wrong…

“Back to Basic” is my company’s Engineering Department’s motto…well..yes…any dream to be realized starts from what..?..(think..think)..of course a DREAM..right? will any chefs get to make a 5-storey wedding cae without any will?or skills?or interest?

do you begin to read my points by now?what?…still blur?here goes some more..

to be an excellent human beings ourselves..the most most most important thing is our ‘heart’…one of our Prophet’s saying..

“Ingatlah bahawa dalam jasad itu ada sekeping daging, jika ia baik, maka baiklah jasad seluruhnya dan jika is rosak, rosaklah jasad seluruhnya. Ingatlah, itu adalah hati”.Hadith 40; Imam Nawawi:6.

which is very true indeed..without saying, one can just give his/her seat to a pregnant woman in LRT..without hoping for any reward…one would just put his/her hand in the pockets to search for some coins to be given to a blind man by the roadside..without anyone seeing…one would never throw any used tissue or teh tarik plastic bag from the car window..and without any acknowledgement of others…one would get up early in the morning…just to pray to God…to express gratitude and to realize that he/she is just one of His tiny creation in the creation of the heaven and earth… 

what we need my dear friends is…a manual on how to have a good heart…and believe me..there’s nothing more detail and specific than those words of God’s and His Messenger (SAW)..which is the best way to develop human attitude and behaviour…and less of lame human rules and regulations..

see how Islam taught us on cleanliness…Prophet’s saying

“Takutlah dua perkara yang menyebabkan dilaknat orang”. Sahabat bertanya:”Apakah dua perkara yang menyebabkan dilaknat orang?”Baginda menjawab “Orang yang membuang najis di tengah jalan orang ramai atau tempat teduh mereka”. (Riwayat Muslim)

how about this one..

“Sesungguhnya aku hanya menerima sembahyang dari orang yang melakukannya dengan tawadhuk kerana keagunganKu dan tidak memanjangkan lidahnya (mengumpat, mencerca) atas makhlukKu, dan tidak membiasakan diri melakukan maksiat serta kederhakaan terhadapKu, is telah menghabiskan siangnya utk mengingati Aku, dan ia selalu mengasihani orang2 miskin dan perantau yang kehabisan bekal, janda2 miskin yang memerlukan pertolongan, dan mengasihani orang yang mengalami kemalangan. Itulah sinar cahayanya dari perbuatan orang yang saleh, bagaikan cahaya matahari. Aku melindungi dirinya dari kebesaranKu, dan Aku perintahkan malaikatKu untuk menjaganya. Aku jadikan baginya cahaya terang benderang dalam gelap gelita dan dalam kejahilannya rasa lapang dada, bandingannya di antara makhlukKu adalah bagaikan syurga Firdaus di dalam syurga” ( Hadith Qudsi riwayat Abdullah bin Waqid al-Harrani)

there are a lot more excellent values to be discovered…believe me…Islam is a way of life…It is not to be separated from our daily lives…It should lies within US…secularism will not going to work out…the one who knows us the most is none other than Al-Khaliq (The One and Only Creator)…He’s the creator…!He is the inventor…can any other replace Him…or can any other invent anything greater than His?…

Hold tight to His words (Al-Quran)…and what has been taught by His Messenger….then you’ll become someone special…insyaAllah..

may we be placed among His beloved ones in the eternal after-life…insyaAllah..janji Allah pasti benar..

Thank you

when i made du’a after maghrib prayers…i saw this long scar on my palm..90% healed…Subhanallah…i wonder how can human be so proud and arrogant..as we are like small substances in the eye of God..

The Path of Allâh, to Whom belongs all that is in the heavens and all that is in the earth. Verily, all the matters at the end go to Allâh (for decision). (42:53)

i could not be more thankful for His gifts…thank you Allah..

i am thankful that I have You

it isnt the right time for me to write…i know…its 1 am and tomorrows another day of hecticness

but things inside my head had urged me to jot something down before sleep…or should i say ‘provisional death’?..to think of it..sleeping and awakening is i guess very much similar to death and the life of hereafter…what God has created is valueless unless human being learn to use one’s mind…to think of how great His creations are…Allah is just so Great…thank you Allah..for what you have given me all these while..

Ya Allah..i believe that the musibahs you have placed upon me is nothing compared to those who fought for your Din bravely in the the earlier battles of Badr…Uhud…Hunayn…Khaibar…where did they find the strong taqwa and iman within their hearts i wonder..something of which i really look up to…and admire..Ya Allah…may ill be as strong as they are one day…

Ya rabbi…do guide me to the correct path….imagining myself in a boat journey to a place called as the ‘hereafter’…sometimes violent wave might drift me away…strong wind makes me really cold and scared and the only thing to hold on to are necessary equipment (’amal) and a strong will of surviving (iman and taqwa)…You are the all-Knower..You are the Hidayah-Giver..and only You know whats inside our hearts…

i am glad to know that You are always by my side….as no one knows me better than You…You r my Rabb and my Creator…only You know when my hearts speaks..and only you know what my intentions are…Ya rabbi…let no dirt glued to my heart…as they obstruck the nur shining from within…Ya Allah…forgive me for my sins…to be forgiven or unforgiven is far beyond my ambit…but let me not be among those who you would admonish in the day of ma’lum…

Thank you my One and Only Rabb…i am thankful that i have You..

My Leader..please listen

pemimpin2 negaraku…

aku sedih menyaksikan perebutan kuasa dan angan2 serta janji yang engkau taburkan…

engkau salahkan media cyber kerana kekalahan…kenapa?…

engkau salahkan rakyat kerana berpaling tadah…mengapa..?

aku hanya inginkan engkau mendengar rintihan rakyat…rintihanku..

aku lebih inginkan pembangunan akhlak manusia dari pembangunan materialistik…

aku inginkan keadilan dari media massa yang engkau pantau dan kawal dan tapis setiap masa…

aku inginkan engkau tidak sombong setelah memegang amanah yang dipertanggungjawabkan…

aku inginkan pemimpin ke memimpin ku ke arah Yang diredhai…

aku inginkan pemimpin-pemimpin ku menucapkan kata-kata yang baik dan berakhlak tinggi sewaktu bercakap di kaca-kaca tv…

aku inginkan kehidupan akhirat lebih dari kehidupan dunia yang sementara…

dengarlah rintihanku wahai pemimpin-pemimpin ku…

aku sudah tak sanggup lagi ingin mendengar dan melihat soal2 perbahalahan antaramu…

ape yang aku harapkan hanyalah supaya pemimpin-pemimpinku yang telah diberi mandat supaya bersatu tenaga…

tak kira dari arah, pendapat dan principle yang berbeza….

aku rayu…..bersatulah untuk malaysia dan rakyatnya….

bukan masenye untuk memerli dan mengutuk dan melihat kekurangan dan kelebihan orang lain….

yang baik kita ambil…yang buruk kita jadikan sebagai aspect utk mencari yang lebih baik…

aku rayu pemimpin-pemimpin negaraku…dengarlah rintihan rakyatmu…bersatulah…sesungguhnya…ape yang diberikan kepadamu adelah tanggungjawab besar dan kepercayaan rakyat kepadamu…jangan lah kamu khianati dan sesungguhnya….harta dunia hanya sementara…kita pasti kembali kepadaNya

Kaeritakunai…

feel very heavy hearted to come back to my homecountry…